In the Moment: This is it....?

In the Moment

Sunday, March 7, 2010

This is it....?

Like many people, I do a lot of my thinking in the shower. So, a couple of days ago, I was thinking about my bachelorette party, my upcoming wedding shower, Rich's bachelor party (in hoping that they don't do anything too crazy...), then it dawned on me: Holy cow, I'm getting married. This is IT. I am going to be spending the rest of my life with this man, Lord willing. I will be sharing a home with him! I will be having *gasp* babies with this man! Er, well, maybe the kids, but we're not final on that. But anyway, everything just feels so...final. Not gonna lie, it slightly freaked me out.

(Disclaimer: No, I am not having any doubts about this marriage. These are just some thoughts that hit me.)

I will be a married woman on May 22nd. Wow. It's awesome and freaky all in the same package. I start to wonder if I will be a good wife. Will I be a good mother? Will I be a good help mate? I am praying that I will be, but it's with the grace of God that I will be someone that Rich needs me to be.

K. That is all.

posted by Ellen @ 1:26 PM

1 Comments:

At March 7, 2010 at 3:48 PM, Charity said…

I still can't believe my little pappoose is getting MARRIED!!! EEEE!!

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